produces endurance. James 1:2-3
I do not think I ever truly understood what James was saying when he said "Consider it all joy when you encounter various trials...". Why joy? Trials are not fun, trials push us beyond our limits, trials are challenging and why do I need to be joyful during that time. Why would I want to be joyful when all I want to do is sit in a corner and cry? Why do I have to go through trials anyways? Are these questions you ask yourself, or am I the only one? As Jeremy and I entered this time of trials for us, we also began studying James and man does James have some wise words and answers for all of those questions.
John MacArthur talks about 8 reasons why God allows us to encounter trials (as explained in James 1. 1) So people will see the difference in Christians and non-Christians, 2) to humble us, 3) in order to wean us from our dependence on worldly things, 4) to call us to eternal and heavenly hope, 5) to reveal what we really love, 6) to teach us the value of God's blessing, 7) to develop in His saints enduring strength for greater usefulness, and 8) to enable us to better help others in trials. If I have to walk through this period of life for any one of those reasons I am more than willing. If because of the situation I am facing now God can help me be different from the world, wean me from my worldly dependence, teach me the value of his blessings, use me better, give me experiences I need to minister to someone else, or further his kingdom I am willing. Whatever the reason I know God is walking me down this path for a reason, as hard as it is and as challenging as it is I know He is right here with me, and through Him and His word I will come out of it on the other side better able to serve my creator. What an amazing place to be, what a truly joyful place to be!
John MacArthur breaks down what James says you need to persevere through trials. The first thing is a joyful attitude. Man this one has been a stretch for me, I have felt overwhelmed and broken, but just recently I have begun to see the joy and the benefit of this time. We also need an understanding mind. Right now I do not understand why I am where I am at, but I do understand that if I am willing to strive for joy every day and learn through this time and allow God to use me however He wants I know I will develop endurance for the life God has ahead of me. That is enough understanding for me right now.
I do not know what all of you are going through, and I know many of you are facing harder times than I am now, but know God is preparing you for a race, and to train for a race you must build up endurance. It is tough and not fun, but be joyful and understanding knowing God is building his everlasting endurance in you. Be excited about how God can use this experience later, who knows what He might do through you!
During this time Jeremy and I's main TV broke, it seriously just stopped working...and I never truly knew how attached I was to having a TV until it broke. But since the TV is broken we can only watch movies on our laptop. Jeremy being the amazing husband he is decided for our date night last week that he would do something really special. He took me out to McDonald's and brought me home to a new entertainment center! Yes it is simple, but we had more fun laughing about our "entertainment center" than we have in a long time. How blessed am I to have a laptop I can watch movies on and McDonald's to eat? And how grateful I am that God blessed me with an amazing husband who seeks joy with me and will laugh through trials with me while sitting on the floor watching movies. I am one blessed blessed girl. Could I really ask for more?